†..SONGS..†
Sunday, June 8, 2003
08:26 a.m.
Hyde - The Other Side. not much to say. Different style of expressing the music, it's not too Japanese (not like jrock >_< ). It's like Western/American music I can hear from local radio station every morning! I wanted to cry at first listening to this song. Not that I feel touched by it but I wonder Why the song sounds like this? It's good, yeah, good. BUT I don't like it much. well I don't feel unsatisfied, though.. Cos it's Hyde. but - Aaaaah!!! why?? *cries* what can I do? I love him too much T_T ANYway, just waiting to get HELLO single on my hand '_'
I've downloaded some Amadeus songs. Nice to hear. I heard they made a tribute song (??) for Kami (Malice Mizer) what it's like? and.. just want to say, I miss Miyavi
This weekend I spend a lot of time at home, watching lots vdo at home, blogging at home, and have TOO much sleeping time -_-; ( when i turned on the computer i dozed off - fell asleep and failed to online again)
I don't have enough time playing with any photo editor to make new layout! can't wait!! want to "release from the pain of studying" (whoa.. it seems like i study A LOT..) CRAP! XD I just can't stand facing the books, i've been laughing and playing too much so I'm not accustomed ^^)
Nnn.. lately my brain works slowly -_-; sometimes it's kind of *blank*. Today just watched Analyze That (De Niro looked like my pop *buahaha!!*), The Phone *love scary movie*, Ugh!! school magazine!! GYAAAAAA!!! deadline is over there.. what should I do, ne? Body's getting worn, so does my brain.
†currently listening to Plastic Tree†
Sunday, June 8, 2003
06:13 a.m.
This song makes me feel like today is a real "Sunday" cos I never like Sunday much.
†WHAT again†
Tuesday, June 5, 2003
34:71 a.m.
This life is full of bullshit. from me, from everyone. i hate to go to school not that i hate the building. i hate ppl in my school, i hate to laugh with them (how to make me not laugh? i make them laugh!) perhaps.. i hate i couldn't be what i wanna be? what a feddup lifestyle.
if i were never born to this world, i would not have annoying mind, i would not have sins, i would not gonna dying surviving, i wouldn't have to feel the meaningless of life. being the part of eternity. I thought I was a free thinker. But I don't own this world.. hhh.. will my world going on turning just fine?! I wanna be a thug. I wanna be criminal. It's better than.. when my Daddy
(who always love his good, sweet, nice daughter) comes to my room and he will find me f*cking myself, looking at the scars at my wrist. He will sad. so let me be an asshole!!
† hate the lights.. hate the lights.. †
Monday, June 2, 2003
01:39 a.m.
I just woke up [bout] two hours ago. In my dream I kissed someone. At least, someone, not something [like animal] again.. -_-; And now I really really can't go sleep.. the light hurts my eys!!*insomnia mode*. Moi uncle is going to go to Japan. I have to tell him what should he buy
for me. uhm.. damn it's too many. afraid he can't get any of them. I think I put Hyde's new single on
d'top priority. Tomorrow will be a test. If it isn't 30 pages I would have had it finished by
yesterday.. But so far so good, this weekends I still could watch Matrix re loaded, Johny English, went to salon >>got another FREAKY HAIRDO [-_-" can't describe.. li'l rastafarian. . .], made a li'l coffin [this is for pencil case or shrine to put my "stuff"], and blogging. Closer.. to the final test aka
hades/inferno/hell/what's so called home-sweet-home ??
I bought Aaliyah 'tribute' cd +
bonus vcd *always love bonusses* Aaliyah's still cool... *getting mushy*.
† MOONCHILD LIMITED DVD †
Sunday, June 1, 2003
07:25 a.m.
starting from here, no more lunch at school, no more unnecessary shops, cos its' worth DYING for!!
release date - sept. 25
price - 7800 yen (tax not included)
price US$ - .33
region coding - 2
colour - NTSC
box set + digipak
disc 1 -
* movie (119min) + special shots (5min) (subtitles -
japanese AND ENGLISH!)
* trailers (original japanese versions, overseas
english versions, info spots, tv spots)
disc 2 - "MEMORY of MOON CHILD" (150min total)
* "kaisou" making shots (120min)
* 02/09/10 press announcement @ marunouchi
* 02/12/28 photo exibit opening
* 03/03/27 end-of-shooting press conference
* 03/04/19 movie opening
disc 3 - "MOON CHILD COLLECTION"
* "Photo Exhibition PERFECT ARCHIVES" virtual walkthru
recreation of photo exhibition (150 high-definition
shots)
* SOUND TRACK
* CAST & STAFF PROFILE
* SPECIAL GALLERY (promotional flyers, posts etc)
bonus - 3 "art cards"
Special thanks: info by Perdita (from cielers)
any idea bout what is "art cards"?? 0_o and.. SEPTEMBER?? please!!!
+ + i wanna be secretive + +
Friday, May 30, 2003
20:19 p.m.
Can't you just leave me?
I'M A RENEGADE to my friends. This is not really bad, now I can get back and laugh with them, but I
lose myself again. Being secluded is not as good as I'd dreamed before. Yes.. I lose myself again.
How to find myself? Which ME I wanna be? But I must survive in this condition. I have to thank
God for whatever I am.
These days I feel comfortable. I caught his attention. Was it for
true? I'm hestitate bout his true feeling.. or.. he just made a fun about me?
ah, crap! everybode SUX
+ + hate those hysteric voices + +
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
03:38 p.m.
I hate this condition. When someone tell bout a 'cool boy'. They'll getting wai-wai and want to
know more bout them. ah, girls whinning bout boys they claim "cool".. I'm not really excited with that thing. I was, bout a year ago
(maybe), when I still dreamed about that kind of "cool" boys. But hell now, they're somewhat
brainless (no.. not all of them) Once I've ever talked to someone who really pissed me off. We
are so UN-CONNECT and of course I don't like it! I want people whose personality resembling to
mine, at least we have li'l bit similarity.
Some coquette girls are (sorry I don't like to say this, but..) ITCHY BITCHY flirting ass, get
closer to them, ask them this and that, walk together, end up with those fun-fun-love thing.
They're close to LOSE THEIR SELF-VALUE.
Monday, May 26, 2003
22:01 p.m.
I couldn't erase from my mind for what she had been told me. It was right. I must admit it by not looking to the person. She was right that time. I'm not turning to her side (just b'cos she lend me pencil ^^;). I still don't like her. I mean, who the hell could accept that kind of behavior? But her words really made me realize. It helped me and support me. Umm.. she could say that but I'm not sure she could do it for herself. She could help other people but not herself. This stubborn little bitch never realize her faults. But look at the bright side, just remind me the good things she told me. That was the first time I look her good side. I must thank her. One thing I disagree with is the way
THEY judge her, too exaggerated. Seems like that's absolutely NO good thing from anything bout her. So unfair..
+ + IT'S SUKS + +
Friday, May 23, 2003
03:29 p.m.
Clubbing. My friend asked me to go somewhere
out tonight. Club. The cold-dark-room fills
up with smoke, loud music thumping, and the
flashing light. Yes, I DO LIKE those
delightful dizziness (like.. hmm.. flying..)
I like enjoying the music by myself and a
li'l bounce. But when it turns to the area
of dancing girls with bimbotic movement
exposing their body, better stay away.
Dirty. Disgusting... Ah! I hate it's
bathroom, too. moaning sound? no!! Sound of
teen girl's vomit. (almost always hear that)
Alcohol? They only a kid. My God.. why? Is
the world push them to be like that? they're
no themselves. They got no souls. Ah, one
more, I hate ppls sweat nudge my skin. Okay,
no more. no more. I hate clubbing *reject my friend* It's a lot
better facing my screen like this =]
*plans to build Jrock Club, a place for
herself to do headbangs, go mad, have fun*
†Mallorie†
K a N a 
gaku: *chu!*